Wednesday, June 9, 2010

I awake

It was a melody that kept haunting me, echoing in the distance and muffled by my own insufficiencies. The song was incompleteStarting off slowly, a bird would cooWaiting for me to play my part,it was a harmony I knew by heart,But when my world caved in,I decided I'd never winDepression had mastered.Two long years of perceived silenceFeelings overtaken with such violenceCaught in the cold, long winter of lifeBlanketed with nothing but strife...
But in a foggy haze I wakeTo a distant memory of a song birds cooOnly realizing it still sings to meWaiting for me to sing too...
And as I try my voice for the first time in so longIt trembles, as I try to sing my songSlowly i pick up the beatovercoming my defeat...Spring is sprung and I'm awareJoining life slowly, as I dare...Learning to live again my vibrant harmony begins

Tuesday, June 8, 2010

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Thursday, April 22, 2010

In Memory

Do not stand at my grave and forever weep.

I am not there; I do not sleep.

I am a thousand winds that blow.

I am the diamond glints on snow.

I am the sunlight on ripened grain.

I am the gentle autumn’s rain.

When you awaken in the morning’s hush

I am the swift uplifting rush

Of quiet birds in circled flight.

I am the soft stars that shine at night.

Do not stand at my grave and forever cry.

I am not there. I did not die
It's been 2 years since my mom has died,
it's hard to count all the tears I've cried... 
The longing to see her again hasn't ceased
I miss her more every day.
Love you mom

Tuesday, April 13, 2010

Happy Birthday Mom